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I see you have chosen well, but be warned that my blog is exactly as it states... ramblings. You won't find this blog overly political, religious or much anything else. I write for me. Well, I write for you, the audience as well, but mainly for me. Would it surprise you to know that I've been keeping a hard diary since 1986? (yeah, I just dated myself.) Well, writing in the book has become painful, so I blog. I have many blogs on other sites, which is why this blog only has a mere few, but do know that I plan on maintaining this blog a bit more. I will probably not post a picture or use real names of any of my friends or family, if the blogs turn to that nature. There, you are forewarned.

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Tuesday, December 25, 2012

Merry Day of Inconvenience

I suppose that I should be wishing everyone a Merry Christmas or something.  I really don't even celebrate this holiday.  Sure, I purchase gifts for my daughter, and even go to parties, but I really cannot get into the commercialism of what used to be the best time of the year for me.

It all started when I worked for a major toy company the year that Tickle Me Elmo came out.  It was the first year that I really began to despise this time of year because of what it had become.  A breeding ground for greed, and breaking up more fights over that stupid toy than I knew what to do with.  It just got worse for me after that.  Sing 'n' Snore Ernie came out a while later.

We'll forget the fact that most places are closed except for convenience stores, bars, and some places like movie theaters.  Why the heck would I want to visit any of those places which will surely be crowded beyond my comfort zone?

So, this year I decided that I would visit my daughter, who is staying with friends, and then visit friends.  Actually, I am on their computer as I type this.  One of these days I will get a laptop of my own and be very happy indeed.

So, to all the Bah Humbugs out there, you are not alone.  I wish I could say that this only comes around once a year, but then there is always Easter, Thanksgiving and New Year's Day.  Bleh!

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Tuesday, December 18, 2012

So, a Year's Worth of Updates

Where the heck do I begin. Today I quit my job. Never fear, I found another job already. I will not be dealing with people on the phones anymore, and because of that, I feel as though my sanity will surely return. Three and a half years I spent at this call center and though I love the people I work with, I did not enjoy the job itself. Being promoted to the senior level was the worst mistake I could have make at this company, and my mental state paid the price for it. Yeah, yeah, don't take your work home with you. That is really hard when I already don't deal well with confrontation so being yelled at for three hours straight did help that, either.

Let's see, what else have I been up to in the last several month. My mother and stepfather came down in June for a week. While they were here, they bought me a bow for my birthday. No, this had nothing to do with that Hunger Games movie that came out. I haven't even seen it. I've been into archery since I was a child, although my interest was reactivated a few years ago when my mother said she had gotten into it. Quite jealous was I, actually. She and I finally have something in common. She had more in common with my sister than with me. I don't get to shoot as often as I would like these days, but that will be happening more now that I am not tied to this call center job anymore.

I moved out of my beloved apartment that I was in for two years.  Last summer I went through some financial issues and so I had to leave my apartment.  I moved in with four, yes, count them FOUR gamer boys, most of whom I do not see very often either due to work or the fact that they are playing video games or WoW at all hours of the day/night.  They don't bother me, and I have never had a conflict of schedule with them regarding the fact that my call center job had me up so early in the morning.  To my knowledge, I have never woken them up being up at 530am.  That's a good thing, I think.  Now that I'm not working there anymore, my schedule is going to be changing drastically, but I am sure that it will not be an issue with the boys.  They are very easygoing and understanding.  Did I mention I'm the only girl in the house?  I'm just one of the boys to them, and that's fine with me.  The house I moved in is very old and dilapidated, but it's one saving grace is that it has a very nice garden area so this spring I will be able to clear all the dead stuff from it and grow another garden if I want.  That is the one thing I miss about my apartment is my garden. 

Raven started first grade this year.  Currently she is staying with friends of mine a town away.  I still see her on a regular basis.  She turned 7 nearly two weeks ago and she is growing up to be so beautiful.  She is thriving with the family she is with, my friends.  They love her so much, just as I do. 

I did start going to a gym.  Planet Fitness to be exact.  Their membership fees were very reasonable and I have already lost about ten pounds, give or take, since I started there.  That is a total of around 40 from about a year ago summertime.  I am very proud of that.  I had to buy new jeans finaly, and that felt really good!

I have spent the last several months trying to get my head back on my shoulders straight, and I know that I have barely scratched the surface of that, but I am hoping that getting back into regular blogging and getting things out that I will be able to get that going again.  It has been difficult, but things are progressing much more interestingly than I had thought possible.  I look forward to the time when I am as back to "normal" as I was before.. whenever that was.... 

Feel free to leave comments. I love comments.

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Wednesday, December 12, 2012

Has It Really Been Over a Year?!?

I'm not sure I enjoy this new format. It has been forever since I've been here due to many issues. I read over my last blog entry and only vaguely remember writing it. I do not even know what the job was that I was talking about. Needless to say, I didn't get it. I still work where I've been for over three years. I'll write more later when I get home. I'm sure that the last year's worth of information will be informative to say the least... ::end tranmission::